Post # 16

I have been in a weird mood today. I'm completely annoyed by every one of these customers, but yet I'm singing a song to you in my head... and not really a popular song, but a completely cheesy one... I'm glad no one can hear my thoughts. LOL

What's the song? Ugh, really, ur gonna make me sing it? Fine... 

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

You make me happy, when skies are grey.

You'll never know dear, how much I love you.

Don't take my sunshine away.

Ok, there you go.. Now I feel like a dork. :-) LOL

I love you babydoll. Ok so I just randomly found this.. It's Johnny so I'm sure it's bound to be good!!

I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me and love another
You'll regret it all some day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

Post # 15

Ok, so it has become abundantly clear. It's nearly impossible to write to you EVERY day... and I hope you feel that this is ok, because the truth of the matter is, when I've not had time to write here, it's typically because I am actually spending the time with you. And I'd MUCH rather actually be with you spending time, then on here reminiscing about spending time with you. :-)

So, from here on in, I'll post to here every single day that I possibly can and if I miss a day, then I'll most assuredly be with you, making it worthwhile. ;-)

The last two days have been awesome. As usual. I know we had our little arguments here and there, but I love going out and trying new things with you, going to new places and just driving. I adore riding down the road with you, holding your hand (or leg hehe) and talking to you about this sight or that sight. Especially when we find future places to visit!

I'm sorry we missed the Indian buffet but my god, their food was just as delicious as the one last Monday and for what we got, the price was comparable. I'm sitting here salivating about the thought of coming home to have the leftovers for lunch with you!

I'm glad I finally got to share my little shop with you FINALLY! Been thinking about taking you there since the day we met! Next time, we need to get there in plenty of time tho so we can every.thing! And who knew walking around a grocery store could be so great!? I love a fresh foods, organic, healthy store. There are SO many great things there we can plan on trying! Should I make that curry dish tonight or save it for the kids tomorrow?!?! Hmmmm choices, choices!

Last but not least, I have 5 words left to say: Creme brulee, Tiramisu, Kheer... YUM!!!

Thank you for being the one I make memories with on a daily basis. I couldn't think of anyone better to enjoy the ride with, than you, the love of my life. <3 <3 <3

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
that now I'm in a whole new world with you

Day # 14

I'll add more to this later but right now it's nap time. I just left you at work after spending SIX hours there with you. Lol I'm exhausted but lunch was fab-u-lous! Just wanted to say a quick I Love You before rolling over and hugging your pillow and falling asleep. You make me happy babydoll. <3

Thank you for being in my life sweetheart. You make me happy. Thank you for being my One and Only. :-)

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
Come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts.

Day # 13

I know you feel like I missed today, but today isn't over until I go to sleep. :-P I know yesterday was both awesome and awful all in one, but I don't want us to let the bad overshadow the good.

Hannah Thomas was absolutely amazing, as usual. I had a great time and loved LaShea so much too. We can't let what happened later erase the rest of the evening. I loved being there with you, touching you, kissing you and hugging you. I can't wait till next time. :-)

Day # 12

Ugh.. Yesterday was awful. But last night was wonderful. Can't believe I've already missed a day. :-/ But.. I could've posted last night.. but spending time with you was so much better. SO instead of blogging, here are some videos that capture our discussion last night:

It's my life 
And it's now or never 
I ain't gonna live forever 
I just want to live while I'm alive 
(It's my life) 

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Day # 11

I'm starting this early! For the time-being, I'm not being slammed with customers! I wanna tell you how happy spending our anniversary together made me. We had such an amazing day and I cannot imagine having a better time with anyone else in the world. I have thought and thought and I know I've never just pulled over and went and sat in the park and had breakfast with anyone... and I certainly can only have brea-fast with you. ;-) That was such a calming, relaxing, wonderful feeling that I will remember forever. 

Thank you for letting me sneak a chiro visit in... I'm so happy about the amazing movies we found while thrifting. I think I should go to the chiro more often so you can go over there shopping for us. Lol I can't wait to put all those movies on our new shelf and smile at them each time I think of the memories. 

And, I know we've been to the movies half a dozen times already, but I really find it enjoyable with you. I so love getting all our snacks and sitting there with my hand in your lap, sharing our goodies. I won't go into details, hehe as those are special memories to us, but I think you know ALL the things I enjoy about it. ;-)

Dinner was SIMPLY amazing. Obviously I don't need to go into details here, as I've already wrote about it, but OMG, we're going back on Monday... just a warning... buffet.. MMMmmmm I'm so excited!!

Last night as we were sitting there on OUR couch half-naked, feeding our faces and each other, playing 2K11 and just talking, you asked me if this was what being a couple is really about... and I smiled and looked you in the eyes, and said Yes... yes, this is what happiness is... this is what being in a relationship is all about.. It's about the little things. It's about building memories with the one you love. It's about building our life together, one night at a time, one movie or game or meal or moment at a time. 

And thank you for falling asleep in my arms. I hope you didn't lie there awake too long! Baby, I could not be happier if I tried. You are my sweetheart, my love, my Capetillar, my darlin... you are my One. I love you punkin.

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now I have sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness.

Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

Well you are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception.
You are the only exception!

Day # 10

God, I hate days like today! ALL I want in the world is to be home with you and here I am sitting here being screamed at customer after customer. I SERIOUSLY need a new job. I'd love to be on here writing to you about our amazing day yesterday and instead, I am using my break to try to get my frustration out.When it's like this, it's hard to get past all the cloudiness and frustration to get to the point where I remember how much I love you and how amazing you are and how happy you make me. 

I know we had a rough night last night when you wanted to stay up and I was going to bed alone. I'm sorry about that. It just hit me wrong and disappointed me because I wanted to be in your arms... but I totally get that you weren't sleepy and I wasn't mad at you at all... I need you to understand that when I'm sleepy, I have a hard time communicating my thoughts... please be understanding and I will try my best. Yes, I was disappointed, but I fell asleep so fast, that I obviously was ok... I didn't like waking up to you not there, tho... I think that's what I hate worse than not falling asleep beside you... I hate waking up and not having you there. But it's not the end of the world... I promise, I won't die because of it.... Well, maybe not. :-)

I love you babydoll.. Actually sitting here writing this has cleared my head enough to get back to that point... now if only I didn't have to go 2 more hours of crap. UGH. Anywho, I love you. I'll write you about yesterday... no worries, but I can't wait to see you tonight. I love you forever and always, my dear Capetillar.

Hey, maybe just a smile
Oh, hey, did you know that I can dance?
Could we talk for a while?

Well, I think you're smart
You sweet thing
Tell me your sign
I'm dying here

Ah-ooh, got you where I want you, yeah
Ah-ooh, got you where I want you
Where I want you, I want you, yeah!