Post # 17

I love you so very, very much... I wish you never doubted me. I wish there was a way that I could once and for all show you 100% that I do, in fact, adore you. Even when we fight. Even when we argue. Even if I'm being a b*tch and ur being an a$$. I. STILL. LOVE. YOU!

No, I can't stop in the middle of the argument and hug you and tell you this... it feels forced... it doesn't feel like something that you'd believe even if I did do it. I feel like you'd just say "Oh ur just doing it bc I told you to.." and then we'd just fight all over again. I'm sorry that I'm a jerk sometimes. But it doesn't change how I feel about you. Nothing will ever change that. 

Why? Bc you are the love of my life and I want to spend forever with you. We can do this, baby. I just know it. 

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey, you're my golden star
You know you can make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

Pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, you should be smiling
A girl like you should never look so blue
You're everything I see in my dreams
I wouldn't say that to you if it wasn't true