Day # 10

God, I hate days like today! ALL I want in the world is to be home with you and here I am sitting here being screamed at customer after customer. I SERIOUSLY need a new job. I'd love to be on here writing to you about our amazing day yesterday and instead, I am using my break to try to get my frustration out.When it's like this, it's hard to get past all the cloudiness and frustration to get to the point where I remember how much I love you and how amazing you are and how happy you make me. 

I know we had a rough night last night when you wanted to stay up and I was going to bed alone. I'm sorry about that. It just hit me wrong and disappointed me because I wanted to be in your arms... but I totally get that you weren't sleepy and I wasn't mad at you at all... I need you to understand that when I'm sleepy, I have a hard time communicating my thoughts... please be understanding and I will try my best. Yes, I was disappointed, but I fell asleep so fast, that I obviously was ok... I didn't like waking up to you not there, tho... I think that's what I hate worse than not falling asleep beside you... I hate waking up and not having you there. But it's not the end of the world... I promise, I won't die because of it.... Well, maybe not. :-)

I love you babydoll.. Actually sitting here writing this has cleared my head enough to get back to that point... now if only I didn't have to go 2 more hours of crap. UGH. Anywho, I love you. I'll write you about yesterday... no worries, but I can't wait to see you tonight. I love you forever and always, my dear Capetillar.

Hey, maybe just a smile
Oh, hey, did you know that I can dance?
Could we talk for a while?

Well, I think you're smart
You sweet thing
Tell me your sign
I'm dying here

Ah-ooh, got you where I want you, yeah
Ah-ooh, got you where I want you
Where I want you, I want you, yeah!