Day # 7

So... tonight's the night. OMG I'm bursting at the seams... you don't know this blog exists yet... but you will! Tonight. I said I had a surprise for you Sunday... but I just couldn't wait one more day! I really hope you like this.. and I really hope you can take this and see that I truly do love you. With all my heart. And all my soul. 

No matter what ANYone says, my love for you is not an act. This is not a ploy. This is honest-to-goodness the truth poured out on a page. You.deserve.to.be.loved! You are an amazing and beautiful girl and deserve nothing but the best in all things. I may not be the most beautiful person in the world, and you deserve someone so much better than me, but dangit, for some reason, you HAVE chosen me and I'm going to make it my life goal to never make you regret that decision.

I know we'll have our bad times, but our good times are just so mind-blowing sometimes.. (like Thursday night?! RAWR!!) Just the thought of you makes me smile. Even when I'm at work, someone mentions your name, or I see something that reminds me of you... and I get this massively cheesy grin on my face! Sometimes even when people are screaming at me, I picture being home with you instead and I just smile... it truly helps me disconnect from the bad sometimes and helps me remember what's most important in my life. These people try to tear me down, but you are always there at the end of the day to lift me right back up. And for that, I'll forever be in your debt. 

All morning I've been thinking about this coming Monday... our anniversary. WOW, how time flies. I want our day to be amazing. I want it to be memorable and special and perfect. And it will be... because I will be spending it with you. I can't even begin to explain how much joy I get out of planning a special surprise for you... I love coming up with something unique that you've never done, or someplace that you've never been. I truly love creating memories with you. I look forward to the next 50 years of memories with you. 

Can you even imagine??? Can you imagine spending the rest of your life with me? Can you honestly really picture us, together, old and grey? Well... me old and grey and you young and sexy? Haha, like every other day!? :-) I love you babydoll. I love that you are my sweet, kind, gentle Capetillar and I am your loving Dragonfly. I love how you love me and I vow to love you for as long as I live.

Oh, because 
You are the best thing 
(you're the best thing) 
You are the best thing 
(you're the best thing, baby) 
You are the best thing 
(you're the best thing, oooh) 
Ever happened to me 

Baby 
We've come a long way 
And baby 
You know i hope and i pray 
That you believe me 
When i say this love will never fade away