Post # 18

Monday... Monday was amazing. There is nothing better in the world than just vegging out and spending time with you. Thank you for going thrifting while I went to the chiro... thank you for helping me take my car to be worked on... and thank you most of all for coming home and sitting half-naked playing games and watching TV with me. Nothing could make me happier. :-)

I know Sunday was extremely rough... but guess what!? We got thru it... I think Sunday night was wonderful and I'm glad I got to cook you foods I've never shared with you before. I'm even happier that you adored my naner puddin. LOL. Guess I'll have to make that more often, huh?

I meant what I said this week... it's the little moments that stack up and make up the big moments... If we wait for big moments to happen, we'll miss all the little moments that actually mean so much. And I don't want to miss a single moment with you.

I also want to thank you for Tuesday. Even tho MY Tuesday was horrible... yours was great and me coming home to what you accomplished made my horrible day just wash away. I absolutely adore that you have turned my place into Our Home... they say home is where the heart is... and well, darlin' my home is with you. hehehe ;-) (ok yea that sounded silly hearing myself think that in a country accent lol)

Anywho, I'm glad you're here babydoll. I can't think of anywhere I'd rather you be than here with me, in my life, creating memories together. I can't wait to make a million more. <3

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Post # 17

I love you so very, very much... I wish you never doubted me. I wish there was a way that I could once and for all show you 100% that I do, in fact, adore you. Even when we fight. Even when we argue. Even if I'm being a b*tch and ur being an a$$. I. STILL. LOVE. YOU!

No, I can't stop in the middle of the argument and hug you and tell you this... it feels forced... it doesn't feel like something that you'd believe even if I did do it. I feel like you'd just say "Oh ur just doing it bc I told you to.." and then we'd just fight all over again. I'm sorry that I'm a jerk sometimes. But it doesn't change how I feel about you. Nothing will ever change that. 

Why? Bc you are the love of my life and I want to spend forever with you. We can do this, baby. I just know it. 

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey, you're my golden star
You know you can make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

Pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, you should be smiling
A girl like you should never look so blue
You're everything I see in my dreams
I wouldn't say that to you if it wasn't true