Post # 18

Monday... Monday was amazing. There is nothing better in the world than just vegging out and spending time with you. Thank you for going thrifting while I went to the chiro... thank you for helping me take my car to be worked on... and thank you most of all for coming home and sitting half-naked playing games and watching TV with me. Nothing could make me happier. :-)

I know Sunday was extremely rough... but guess what!? We got thru it... I think Sunday night was wonderful and I'm glad I got to cook you foods I've never shared with you before. I'm even happier that you adored my naner puddin. LOL. Guess I'll have to make that more often, huh?

I meant what I said this week... it's the little moments that stack up and make up the big moments... If we wait for big moments to happen, we'll miss all the little moments that actually mean so much. And I don't want to miss a single moment with you.

I also want to thank you for Tuesday. Even tho MY Tuesday was horrible... yours was great and me coming home to what you accomplished made my horrible day just wash away. I absolutely adore that you have turned my place into Our Home... they say home is where the heart is... and well, darlin' my home is with you. hehehe ;-) (ok yea that sounded silly hearing myself think that in a country accent lol)

Anywho, I'm glad you're here babydoll. I can't think of anywhere I'd rather you be than here with me, in my life, creating memories together. I can't wait to make a million more. <3

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Post # 17

I love you so very, very much... I wish you never doubted me. I wish there was a way that I could once and for all show you 100% that I do, in fact, adore you. Even when we fight. Even when we argue. Even if I'm being a b*tch and ur being an a$$. I. STILL. LOVE. YOU!

No, I can't stop in the middle of the argument and hug you and tell you this... it feels forced... it doesn't feel like something that you'd believe even if I did do it. I feel like you'd just say "Oh ur just doing it bc I told you to.." and then we'd just fight all over again. I'm sorry that I'm a jerk sometimes. But it doesn't change how I feel about you. Nothing will ever change that. 

Why? Bc you are the love of my life and I want to spend forever with you. We can do this, baby. I just know it. 

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey, you're my golden star
You know you can make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

Pretty girl, pretty girl, pretty girl, you should be smiling
A girl like you should never look so blue
You're everything I see in my dreams
I wouldn't say that to you if it wasn't true

Post # 16

I have been in a weird mood today. I'm completely annoyed by every one of these customers, but yet I'm singing a song to you in my head... and not really a popular song, but a completely cheesy one... I'm glad no one can hear my thoughts. LOL

What's the song? Ugh, really, ur gonna make me sing it? Fine... 

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.

You make me happy, when skies are grey.

You'll never know dear, how much I love you.

Don't take my sunshine away.

Ok, there you go.. Now I feel like a dork. :-) LOL

I love you babydoll. Ok so I just randomly found this.. It's Johnny so I'm sure it's bound to be good!!

I'll always love you and make you happy
If you will only say the same
But if you leave me and love another
You'll regret it all some day

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away

Post # 15

Ok, so it has become abundantly clear. It's nearly impossible to write to you EVERY day... and I hope you feel that this is ok, because the truth of the matter is, when I've not had time to write here, it's typically because I am actually spending the time with you. And I'd MUCH rather actually be with you spending time, then on here reminiscing about spending time with you. :-)

So, from here on in, I'll post to here every single day that I possibly can and if I miss a day, then I'll most assuredly be with you, making it worthwhile. ;-)

The last two days have been awesome. As usual. I know we had our little arguments here and there, but I love going out and trying new things with you, going to new places and just driving. I adore riding down the road with you, holding your hand (or leg hehe) and talking to you about this sight or that sight. Especially when we find future places to visit!

I'm sorry we missed the Indian buffet but my god, their food was just as delicious as the one last Monday and for what we got, the price was comparable. I'm sitting here salivating about the thought of coming home to have the leftovers for lunch with you!

I'm glad I finally got to share my little shop with you FINALLY! Been thinking about taking you there since the day we met! Next time, we need to get there in plenty of time tho so we can every.thing! And who knew walking around a grocery store could be so great!? I love a fresh foods, organic, healthy store. There are SO many great things there we can plan on trying! Should I make that curry dish tonight or save it for the kids tomorrow?!?! Hmmmm choices, choices!

Last but not least, I have 5 words left to say: Creme brulee, Tiramisu, Kheer... YUM!!!

Thank you for being the one I make memories with on a daily basis. I couldn't think of anyone better to enjoy the ride with, than you, the love of my life. <3 <3 <3

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
that now I'm in a whole new world with you

Day # 14

I'll add more to this later but right now it's nap time. I just left you at work after spending SIX hours there with you. Lol I'm exhausted but lunch was fab-u-lous! Just wanted to say a quick I Love You before rolling over and hugging your pillow and falling asleep. You make me happy babydoll. <3

Thank you for being in my life sweetheart. You make me happy. Thank you for being my One and Only. :-)

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts
Come on and give me a chance
To prove that I'm the one who can
Walk that mile until the end starts.

Day # 13

I know you feel like I missed today, but today isn't over until I go to sleep. :-P I know yesterday was both awesome and awful all in one, but I don't want us to let the bad overshadow the good.

Hannah Thomas was absolutely amazing, as usual. I had a great time and loved LaShea so much too. We can't let what happened later erase the rest of the evening. I loved being there with you, touching you, kissing you and hugging you. I can't wait till next time. :-)

Day # 12

Ugh.. Yesterday was awful. But last night was wonderful. Can't believe I've already missed a day. :-/ But.. I could've posted last night.. but spending time with you was so much better. SO instead of blogging, here are some videos that capture our discussion last night:

It's my life 
And it's now or never 
I ain't gonna live forever 
I just want to live while I'm alive 
(It's my life) 

'Cause you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.